it's nearing the end of term, the end of my university career...(again!) =P with only 2 finals, i'm pretty relaxed about everything actually, doing pretty well in 2 of my courses, confident i'll do ok in the third, but it's the fourth...that damn HIST 200 that's a sorry excuse for a university course that's pissing me off. >=[ not a happy man. last 2 assignments due in the coming week for that course, with a combined value of 55%, i can't express how much i've hated and resented this course. of all the courses i picked for this term, this was the one that i thought would be easy/fun for SURE. everyone that'd taken it in the past recommended it, said it was fun and easy. well LUCKY ME eh? whaddya know, starting this term the history department decided to change the friggin' course b/c the old instructor retired, decided to put someone else in charge who decided stick a more "academic" twist on it, and also injected a whole lotta other crap in there that i don't wanna get into. she just bloody sucks and can't teach worth vegetarian pork. "haaaaa...tutututut..." that's the stress-relief technique my buddy ed made up back in highschool. don't think it's gonna do me any good here. i haven't learned jack all in this course. i feel so cheated, especially since i didn't really have a choice in that some other courses that really sounded interesting like Voice Technique weren't offered this term. retarded. i mean, i just need these damn courses to graduate right, and i'm willing to take 'em, but it just won't work for me that way will it?
procrastination = eating now. i start trying to work on my research essay, get lost/stuck because i'm out of energy trying to come up with something from nothing...so i got make dinner. back to work...get bored again, go pack lunch for tomorrow. really into work-mode now...but again the retardedness of it all gets to me and i have to have a "snack". yeesh...k i'm just ranting now. i know, i'll go take a walk. i did that a few nights ago n it was nice. there's a park not far from here too...a nice peaceful little Escape:
